Friday, October 20, 2006

today was filled with mixed emotions.

bored during the talk angry when we got scolded for not listening. mrchan got brittany to wake xinyi up. then brittany pointed and drew huge circles indicating that the whole lot of students there also sleeping. shit.

are you a nature lover?

chinese was boring. but i kept myself entertained by drawing motorcycles and colouring my shoelace. i got a chicken motorbike a bat mobilebike an ugly-harley. and many half done sketches.

we manage to finish a vase of hearts and stars for mrs kuan. IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS. manymany thanks to all like mel and bobo and lala and siying and adeline and brittany(who got scolded with me) went to coro to get materials and somewhere nearby to kop free ZO postcards

the 4plus hours seemed to pass really quickly. just more and more hearts and stars.

graduation magazine came today. i didnt order one duh. the monkeys in the magazine had different hairstyles. the xena was damn... and rachel kept laughing at the -xinyin in the rain-.

the softball page was beeeeaaaaauuuuuutttttiiiiiiffffuuuulllll. i wanted to rip it out

[just recieved a text from chu: eh xena YOU ARE DAMN NASTY MAN. ]

i was kinda sad in the evening. everyone had their parents coming for the ceremony. mine parents dont even know this exist. happily at a corner of the world.

so i asked mrskuan to be my temporary mum. and she agreed! hahaha and she said i could be her goddaughter and wah i so big already. :)

spent time waiting laming around. ziwei has videos hope she will upload them soon. has me pointing a certain finger though.

monkey: -helps rachel pin hair. accidentally pokes her-
rachel: OUCH YOU THINK WHAT ACUPUNCTURE AH?!
monkey: yar i trying to poke the smart nerve to make you smarter.

GRADUATION CEREMONY WAS DAMN BORING!!! i ended up smsing some people like pig and chunhui. then i smsed godma and mr teo.

i texted godma that i rachel and i are bored. then she replied (she was on stage at that time!!) me too but behave. over and out.

SO CUTE!

then i messaged mr teo. saying that rachel is bored. and he replied. you think i am not? lucky i had a call. kek kek. (whatever kek kek means... must be some RJ slang)

then i ask him to be temp dad. and he said. huh then i m mr tan and mrskuan is mrs tan? okay, even tho it means i was dad at 5.........

monkey: you think you very young meh. you took a while year to blow all the candles from your cake

i had great fun sitting for hours hurhur.

GRADUATION CEREMONY = LAST TIME LISTENING TO SPEECHES

one mother was really cute. during the singing of the school song, she opened her book to the lyrics page and sang along with us.

we had boliao gifts from the school.....

after the ceremony stayed around to chat with mrteo and miss tan(she handwrote out nicenice cards for us! and the card is damn cute! a furry pink monkey! and pig for some others)

eugenia left her camera behind so since i am keeping it for her, i assumed that i could borrow a bit of space. so ding and i took picture with ms chang. and i took a picture with a very sweaty mr chia.

201006. graduation. i still remember coming to school in this strange sleeveless uniform thats really white. checking for my class at the front of the auditorium. in front of the board, i am sure many of the strange faces (that i cant rmmbr) around me, are now my friends. how the school seemed so big and easy to get lost in. as the days pass, i slowly explore every nook and cranny. now the school is just right, and warm and cosy.

i feel that friends made in your secondary school life are the ones who will stay with you for the longest time. this period of time is where we mature and grow up to supposedly become fine young ladies. this is also when we fall the lowest and our friends are the one by our sides. we celebrate together we play together we cry together. we fall out and we patch back. we all at one time or another piss our friends off. at other times, we do something dumb and laugh till their tummy hurts. i had my best times, as well as my worst, in class. in that room with four walls and a whiteboard.

reality hit me only when ding confessed her sudden realisation while singing the graduation song. i was goofing off then.

things would be so different in hci.

i started thinking of all my teachers. oh man i will miss them like hell. though i am guilty of cursing a few before. the list will run on and on if i try to list what i will miss about nanyang(maybe next post) i am suddenly afraid to leave nanyang. as though i am some newly hatched chick expected to leave the nest to learn to fly. but i know, only if i flap those still wet from inexperience wings of mine, will i soar.

the busride back was a one full of reflection. and plans.

i plan to make more stars and buy more glass bottles/containers from ikea. the big one for mrK and smaller ones for misstan misslee missrashidah. actually i think i want to give manymany other teachers too. sigh. lets leave the details for another day.

then i will write nice little cards. with a sweet message. i want really thank my teachers. for i am soooo grateful. i do not know what i would be like without them. every little thing they do/say influence me in some way big or small (just like butterfly effect). in fact, they are almost like my parents, cause they make me, my character.

oh goodness. this is such a long post. i am glad no one reads my blog but 2. :)

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